I Kind of Give a Damn, I Kind of Don’t Care. 

I’ve been quiet.

I kind of want to think of something to say to you, I kind of can’t be bothered.

I kind of want to disappear, I kind of don’t want to be forgotten.

I kind of want to remind you that I exist, I kind of hope you never think of me again.

I kind of want to call you out on a few things, I kind of think it’s easier if I don’t.

I kind of want to make you feel guilty, I kind of think there’s no point.

I kind of want to be angry, I kind of want to let it go.

I kind of want to tell you than I can invent people better than you’ll ever be, I kind of think you don’t deserve to know about that.

I kind of feel sorry for you, I kind of think you’re pathetic.

I kind of want to take back all the nice memories, I kind of think they should stick around and haunt you.

I kind of wish we could go back and change it, I kind of feel grateful that it turned out this way.

I kind of wish you well, I kind of don’t.

You’ll see me again. Of that you can be sure.

You might not want to admit it but, when you do, you’ll know…

Yeah, she’s doing fine.

  One thought on “I Kind of Give a Damn, I Kind of Don’t Care. 

  1. November 15, 2017 at 1:56 pm

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  2. November 16, 2017 at 5:11 am

    This is so beautiful. So poetic…I could feel the emotions radiating off the screen. I hope all is well and just remember that I am here if you need an ear🌙

    Like

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